So, remembered why I struggled so much in high school. To many classes, and to much to worry about. In 4 classes right now, and the homework is overwelming. And all classes I'm strugling in...

Sculpture takes forever since I'm not good at it,
Perspective just takes forever...
Critical thinking...uhm..the teacher is crazy. Really, He broke down in tears last week...was creepy.
And my final class, Fundimentals of Animation...is to much.

I was taking part time the previous 2 quarters not only cause of money, but for the sake of my sanity...it's to much. I can't even bring myself to do homework past week...just to stressful.

1 class monday, 2 classes thursday, and 1 class friday.

Monday homework I do during the weekend, thursday+friday homework during tuesday and wednesday...it just takes to much time though, and I can't handle it. Wanted to drop my critical thinking class, but the paperwork and the droping class price is to much...it's rediculous. Feel like my advisor set me up for failure even though I told them that I can't handle more than 3 classes...especially ones I know ahead of time I'll strugle in. Feels like they don't give a fuck about your sanity and just want to get as much money out of you as they can...And it's hard to make money when you don't have time for a job cause there's just to much homework...I don't think I'm ever going to do fulltime classes again...

I don't know, fulltime means I'll finish faster, but why should I rush it if it's making me want to rip my eyes out? That and the situation with my mom is getting worse and worse...she acts like I'm useless because I don't have time for a job because of the amount of homework I'm getting...I just can't do it anymore. Want to move out already, but that would mean quitting college most likly and getting a job, and we all know how suchish it is right now to find a job...I just don't know what to do right now...